My Distinction
   
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No comfort and no solace in the land of all alone
Feeling sorry for myself, slowly walking home
Discovering the ways, in which my paths diverge
Knowing that I don’t fit in, I can’t appease that urge

Disappointed in the rest as my innocence is lost
The acting is beyond my soul, my efforts soon exhaust
Not willing to undo myself, alone I will remain
I feel for those who sacrificed nothing but disdain

But still they will enjoy themselves, oblivious of me
And I will be the odd one out, stuck with my memory
Questions arise but answers don’t, what do I have to gain?
In arrogance do I remain distinct? Is that why I refrain?

And destiny it seems, she calls out loud my name
To stand apart, in solitude, my distinction to proclaim
And so I do, but quietly, for no one likes alone
But I cannot help, in all I do, but make my heart be known

So here I am once more, seeking solace in my mind
My sanity however, cannot remain confined
And so in self-inflicted darkness, I seek to be a part
Of some thing that I cannot touch, but which will touch my heart

And so anywhere but here is where I wish to be
Understood by someone, to know that they get me
Perhaps someday, in the fulfilling of the scheme
Though I cannot help but feel once more, my hopes are just a dream